Monday, June 23, 2008

Good charlotte-Hold on
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know


Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

studies, work, sch, scouts. gosh... singaporeans life is stressfull.and im still holding extra lessons? ha. isit all worth? im begining to question my choice. not many gives a friggin damn anymore. anyway...if u really arnt there to learn i suggest you go do something more meaningful in ur life or smt. dont waste my effort already. my efforts are already being streched thin.. so make life easier for me. those who wanna complain, dun feel like waking up, come thr do nothing, dun wanna learn, please..dont come. thanks.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

hope we chose the right move...eh guys? we basicly gambled our way through to it. its our best bet....just wish we wern't in such a difficult situation.. and under so little time...sigh.lets just hope for the best, and prepare for the worst then...its either going to go against us, or with us..

Monday, June 16, 2008


i just cant bear to give up something thats in my life for 8 years..something i hav worked so hard for..something i would die for...and now i just have to give it all up? just like that? i just cant do that......everyone i've come to know..in fact, all my best friends too....everything i've learnt. everything i am toady..is due to it. now i feel its slowly disintegrating...tearing up..ripping into tiny little pieces....being thrown in the drain, and washed away by the water..i just dont know what i can do now. i feel so helpless!!!! arrrrgh....i cant give it all. not because i dont want to, its because i cant afford to.... nothing can describe how i feel now...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

well...back to sch....its as good as starting normal sch already.. sigh. there goes my break...not gonna blog anymore i guess...
i feel like a jerk.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

back frm the trip to the philippines. one of the best camps i've went so far. and im glad i went. =) did lots of new stuff like survival training and hiking up a volcano and ect ect.....loads of fun. 7 days was just not enough..hahas. tell you in more details personally..cant possibly type it all here. lol

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Set me off like dynamite strapped tight around my waist
We are the ones in competition but claim this ain't no race

(Let's go!)

Take a breath and explode like bullets
Tearing through the wind
Cut me up with a razor blade
That tries to separate the skin

Now in the
White flames of burning flags
We found a world worth dying for, yeah
We've been battered so hard that
We don't feel anymore

Take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young
So take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young

Send me off on the morning breeze so far away from here
feel me rise in the strength I've found inside the warm embracing air
I'm moving slow
Like a glacier melting
Watch me dissipate
I searched for love in an empty world
But all I found was hate

Now in the
White flames of burning flags
We found a world worth dying for, yeah
We've been battered so hard that
We don't feel anymore

Take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young
So take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young

Don't ask me why
'Cuz I don't know
Don't ask me how
I'm gonna solve this on my own
Don't ask me why
'Cuz I don't know
These things I'll never face
Scratch out but won't erase
In the wreckage of a job well done
I saw a place I'd never seen before, yeah
In that moment I refused to close my eyes anymore

So Take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young
So take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young

So take me