Are you lost
In your lies
Do you tell yourself I don't realize
Your crusade's a disguise
Replace freedom with fear
You trade money for lives
I'm aware of what you've done

No, no more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

I see pain
I see need
I see liars and thieves
Abuse power with greed
I had hope
I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived
You will pay for what you've done

No, no more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

Thieves and hypocrites
Thieves and hypocrites
Thieves and hypocrites

No more sorrowI've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced


Your time has come to be replaced
Your time has come to be erased


damn this is excatly how i feel.

"The drones all slave away, they’re working overtime,
They serve a faceless queen, they never question why."

feeling more fked up thn before... arrrgh how come im feeling this way? im starting to regret everything i've done.. crap man... im being haunted by my past.... i thought i had it all wiped out?? gosh.. i'd really like to know whats happening.. =(

feel pretty much downheartened. guess i made a hell lot of mistakes during my life. XD but as they say:

"A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than a life spent in doing nothing."

so yep. hahas... i guess i'll fix my life back after o's. =D hope for the best, prepare for the worst. haha. gtg study ( again )......


[forever in the shadows...]

My insides all turned to ash
So slow
And blew away as I collapsed
So cold
A black wind took them away
From sight
And now the darkness over day
that night
And the clouds above move closer,
looking so dissatisfied
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

I used to be my own protection
But not now
Cause my path had lost direction
Somehow
A black wind took you away
From sight
And now the darkness over day
That night

And the clouds above more closer
looking so dissatisfied
and the ground below grew colder
as they put you down inside
but the heartless wind kept blowing,
blowing

So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone

On a Valentine's Day,On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day,On a Valentine's Day
On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection)
On a Valentine's Day
(But not now)
On a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction)
On a Valentine's Day
(somehow)
On a Valentine's Day
(I used to be my own protection)
On a Valentine's Day
(But not now)
On a Valentine's Day
(Cause my mind has lost direction)
On a Valentine's Day
(Somehow)

=( guess i was right... what goes up must come down i guess. haha..

AHHHH!!!! cant go kayaking... =( sigh... sucks to be sec 4... anyways.. hopefully can go EOY after stupid exams... now cant do alot of things man... everytime is study study study... bloody routine life.. another what 20 plus days to prelim.. and 80 to o's? i dont know.. im bad with time. lol.. then still must go through another 2weeks of exams before i can finally go lose. haha.... anyways. hope u guys enjoy yourselves getting tan and all.. cyah~