back from paintball with the guys and yiqi and xq. and yes it was hell of a time. aft that went to play billards and down to AMK for fishco. another day well spent i guess. hahas.




ever felt like when u dont have something everyone around u has it? and then just when u have it, everyone around u has a BETTER one than you? damn if life's like that then its a very very sad life. LEARN TO BE CONTENTED WITH THE THINGS YOU HAVE. before u lose it all.

why cant i just let go?? ugh.... i guess my mood affected what i wanted to do during the camp...... sigh... i hate myself for that...

well now i know.... if you gain some, you'll gain ALOT. but once you lose one, you lose the rest too... and damn that sucks

ever had the feeling where something you need is always gone in times where u need it the most?

this bloody thing here cost what. 10 bucks?! for bread and vegetables. 10 bucks... what a rip of. haha just jokin.... its actually the work of 6 bored guys "studying" for chem at tp. lol.... made up of poor quality veges frm burger's, lams 1/2 eaten bun with coleslaw in it( dont ask me why he likes coleslaw in his bread) and welll other random things we could find... haha. and they DID sell smt similar.. and it was 10+.... amazing how much they charge for just vegetables...

isit worth scarificing a whole lot of 30 plus people just because of 1 person? theres a fine line between a gamble and a risk... and it so happens we hav to work along that line.. so guys... even if we dont get the co-operation we need... will the willingness and eagerness of 30 other people be rejected as well? or should we take a lead?... because whatever we do now determines the future of not only us but the rest.



now i dont know if i can put off with myself for making the wrong choice...

tomorrow last paper! whooo!!!!! and then its finally over.....haha. dont know what i'll do with all the free time... lols.. hopefully something productive luh.. so far the skirtians hav been doing pioneering for npc. so i'll prob drop by to help or smt.. i duno.....


~paintball
~lan
~WoW
~endwar
~prom
~job
~prenpccamp
~kayaking
~self-initiated camp



i guess ther will still be ALOT of time left...haha...

well gotta go. cya!