realized how insensitive we can get....i feel like quitting scouts...i feel like just wrecking hell all over.....arrrgh...why must it always be us that causes these...damn it larh...now i found out how insensitive we really are....this is supposed to be the golden age...our time to shine...but i guess not...not with some people around...lifes like this huh?

school again...sigh...sch nowadays sucks..last time it used to rock. but now? man...im like so bored....bored at home...haix...well..what can i do? haix.....this week is going to be a screwed up 1 for me....=( overnight hike is up this weekend..and from what i see...it just might screw up(yes, again)..why is everyhting screwing up? isit me or isit somethign else? questions i ask myself everytime...haix....well..better go studi..before i screw up my grades even futher...

well. i've been trying to cope with all my stuff in sch. sch kida sucks nowadays. sailing is a killer. i hav math remedial every thurs which so happens to collide with sailing. =.= and tcc wants me to go for sailing? pls lah. wake up. exams soon. sailing is now a minor. aniways. im looking forward to sat. i jsut have to keep on looking forward to things every time....i cant let my life just pass day by day... i've been tring to help people out... but im not sure if im doing a good job...i hope so...haix...only time will tell....i hoped i made a good impact on them...

well. changed my skin...old 1 gettin boring. yea hahas...i like this 1 better..it has the sea in it. XP. well im off to studi. cyah~

sigh...im bored...and i mean..really really bored..with the abseiling course over...i have nothing to look forward to besides the holidays...sigh...isint it amazing what 5 days can do?...i mean...just 5 days...and my life changes....i will never forget those 5 days....well, obviously, im blogging cuz im bored...hopefully it'll kill some of my boredom...im kinda lost now...just wondering what to do next...the next move to take...

right. back frm sch...its monday, which so sucks. i hate mondays.haix....aniways...its boring, AS USUAL. Im just trying to listen to the teachers...which at times can be hard...real hard...esp when they sound like their speaking some "unknown language"(chinese) to you...so aniways......horrible time in sch for monday...lets just hope sch wil brighten up during the week. trying so hard to look forward to things..but i cant seem to find any...wait. there's absailing. =) yay!!! its on fri though...=( its a long wait.....long long wait....which comes with e-maths test, mt test(which we get almost EVERY chi lesson),and lots of other test which come outta nowhere. so yea..thats sch...what can i do...lols.well..better study for my e-maths test...which is tomorrow...at least i have confidence i can pass it. =) bearings included. my fav topic for maths. hahas. well..cyah~

alright...im back frm obs like...2 weeks ago...and i had a terrible time in sch. haix..sch is really startin to kill us..obs was damm fun..made lots of good friends that i'll nv forget.... so yeah...after that we're back in sch! horrilbe terrible week.....i came back to sch blur....too long without "technology" still sort of in "obs" mode.lols. so yea...lots of catchin up ta do....haix...how i wish obs just continued..all the way...man...i so miss spending time with my grp. haix. well, life goes on. and have i mentioned sch was horrible?