1 week into the new sem, and so far, all i can say is the worst is yet to come. But this are going quite alright... looking forward to stuff and all.. and who knows. this sem might actually be a fun one.

" when life gives u lemons, they say make lemonade. But if life doesn't give you sugar and water, enjoy your lemon juice"

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. That in this life, I was loved by you.

They say the truth will set u free.

They also say the truth hurts..

so wouldn't that mean your living in a free world of hurt?

gah why do i always think so much when i dont need to...i want school to start so i can drag my mind off things (again)

Another day, another opportunity for the human race to screw themselves up further. Ever wondered why the heck are we all so greedy? so selfish? so insensitive to others? Im sure its definetly not in the genes for humans to be like that.. no.... its all about the environment we grew up in.

Still,. going through what u've been through doesnt give u the privillage to make others go through it again. In fact.. shouldnt u actually be preventing such crap from happening to others? Then again.. the world is full of people like you.

people that dont think.

people that dont question.

people that dont feel.

and just do to their hearts content.

nah. i aint going down again because of people like you. never again. this i promise.

Why?

because it seems like no one in this present age understands the value of being loved anymore and what a blessing it is.

Oh and for the record, because of you, it feels good to underachieve for once. As they say :

The tallest blade of grass is first to be cut by the lawn-mower

=)

someone once said:

" there are 100s of people out there that are just like me"

yeah i know.. 100s.. in a world we share with , oh.. 6,706,993,152 people...

seriously... what are the chances of me finding someone like you ever again?

Now i know why i can let go.

Now i know why im such a paranoid SOB.

What i DONT know is the difference between blindly loving and loving truely..

Life. It never waits, it never stops. yet it never fails to amaze me. Even in the darkest of hours, even when i know i'm emotionally at the bottom of the deepest trenches of the ocean. Because everyday is what u make of it. How you can manipulate the worst of scenarios into the greatest achievements.



And thats exactly what i've just done.
Even though it thought of it still haunts me from time to time,
How mundane matters still bring back those moments,
i will not fall into the same position i was before.


The tides have turned...

Listen to your heart- DHT

I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Listen to your heart....mm..mmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye