and so as my life continues its extremely depressing circle of depression, i realized that for the past ,what, 4 or 5 days i cant manage to get a good nights sleep. damn. sure as hell feels like my mind wants me to suffer abit longer by not letting me sleep. on the bright side, i guess i'll be going for a semi-torture camp on the 4th and 5th. WHICH is damn bloody good cuz it like gonna make me focus away on them negative crap and all.. not to mention i SHOULD get some sleep after that. and then the next thing to look forward to is the poly orientation programme. guess its gonna be interesting luh. hahas.





fase hopes and impressions are even more terrible then the truth itself.