we cruised along at 1/2 speed.. but then we shifted gears.







horrible night last night... horrible day today. and i dont know if yesterday should be considered horrible or fantastic. crap... im such a friggin pessimist. even over the smallest of things i can tear myself apart.


Fate. Is there really such a thing? at first i keep thinking its us that choose our own fate.. but im starting to reconsider.. maybe its really something we cant control.. a plan already made for us to follow without knowing. maybe thats why im been so down for these few years.. maybe its because i try to create my own fate.... so forget " i reject reality and substitute my own". cuz from now on, im gonna be care-frickin-free.