arrrrgh... feel my life's getting fked up. everything is yet again screwing up! ffs its like im trapped in this never ending cycle... and why the fk do i always play the asshole?! ugh.. sorry to those who see me like an asshole or whatever u call it... i never ment to be that. with so much things just screwing up since last year and me being caught up in it... i guess im just not who i used to be...


and dogs do help ppl to chill.... i guess im just troubled and paranoid .. what a way to live life huh........



im not doing this shit for a fking popularity contest... thts nt what im here for. i dun give a shit if im popular or if im hated .and i certianly dont giv a damn if ur more "popular". so pls. just leave me the heck alone. i just wanna do everyone some good. i dont want their life to screw up just like mine or urs. i hope u can see this as clearly as me.....



"When did I lose my sense of purpose?Can I regain what's lost inside?"