just learned another few things today...

1) give some1 something he doesnt have in the past just like that, and he will misuse and abuse it, just to make sure he will continue to have it...

2) as long as i know what im doing is right, nothing else matters to me. nothing is gonna cloud my judgement or what im going to do...


guess not many people know me well enough to know what im really going though...
once again, im back to my miserable self.. but at least now i know why... time to right the wrongs in my life...