sigh.. i feel so lost... what should i do? fate? should i put everything i've got into something that no one really knows is there? what if both our fates are diffrent? wont i be losing everything? ugh..
i dont want this flame to die off..... but i guess ur not keen on getting it back up again.... sigh. feeling like crap. i need something to pre-occupy my mind from drifting to such subjects. every damn thing around me seems to be like its working like clockwork except for me.. somehow its like rubbing it in..




i miss you and past...